Let Me Fall- Bethany Joy Lenz

this song has kind of mesmerized me.

year 1 is, officially, over. and such a show of enthusiasm!

10 things i hate about myself the past 11 months:

- i am common.
- i am too outgoing. it's to an extent where all your friends are somewhat prettier than you and you're kind of, invisible but outgoing.
- i have become a smarter commercial pirate than before.
- i have allowed my food addiction to go full-fledge in operation.
- i have grown fatter.
- let's not mention my fitness level.
- i have contributed significantly in giving greater symbolism to the label "bitch".
- i am more careless than i used to be.
- i have become everything i told myself i wouldn't be. besides being a non-virgin, of course.
- i have reverted to taking care of my conflicting self-interests.

it is of great importance to evaluate yourself every now and then. :)

after evaluation comes resolutions:

- i shall minimise all unhealthy habits that i have picked up.
- i must learn to cherish all that i have around me.
- i must learn the true meaning of contentment.
- i will set aside a day where i'll be completely and utterly alone, with a movie, starbucks and full day shopping all thrown in, preferably on a weekend.
- i will put in the effort to resemble more of a part of my family.
- of course, to upkeep my long-term relationships.

right now, i personify grapes and cucumbers.

and if i cry a little,
die a little,
at least i know i lived,
just a little.

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